Struggles, Choices?

I have nothing much to say but that I love my Jesus, i love the people around me...
I will be going thro a change in my workplace and though i feel a little scared, but i am confident that it will be a good change and that God will see me thru each and everyday.
Someone bought me a journal and i totally love it. It is helping me to write down my daily struggles and obstacles and also is motivating me to go forward so that i can reach and touch God's heart.
Right now, my biggest struggle is quitting smoking... I know i only started like around 3-4 years ago but it is difficult to just quit like that and i will one day stop for good.. I know it. I believe it.
Every other weekend i spend my time listening to the awesome sounds of a band i fell in love with.. Just sitting there and listening to them play all my favourite songs makes me feel calm, peaceful and happy.
Though i only go to church once a week, the people in church are my second family and i truly love the,.. though we are a small congregation (30 ppl), the unity and love we have is genuine to a certain extend. Being in church with these people makes my weekend complete and whole.
Oppss... cant write anymore... need to start my work now..

Until then,
Carol