May 23rd... 2011...

2011 is a great year so far... God's blessings is evident in my life... the year started off with some not so good news; my cousin was diagnosed with womb cancer and had to remove her womb.. but thank God she is well and healthy. Had a few deaths along the way but we know that they are now with their Maker and not in pain.

The greatest thing that happened to me was a turn around in my love life..
I always was the one seeking out for someone to love me and wanting to be loved. I thought i found my love all this while but out there; there was someone who loved me endlessly and only wanted to be with me. I didnt want to give him a chance and thought of him as a nuinsense and a stalker in my life... Little did i realise after 3.5 months... that he would turn out to be everything i wanted in my life partner.

We have been going steady for almost 2-3 months now and i must say every minute i spend with him are moments i treasure for a lifetime. He makes me feel like a better person and am more confident of myself when i am with him. I have never been as happy as i have been in a relationship before.. eventhough we do argue sometimes, we make up afterwards and things just keeps getting better and better...

I know people might say.. "oh, everything is always blissful in the beginning" but i believe that everyday with him is my new beginning.

Here are some pictures of us....

New Year - New Blogging Style.... PICTURES PAINT A THOUSAND WORDS!

9 days and counting

Its almost 3 months since my last update and its only 9 days to go before we ride into 2011...

At the beginning of my entries, i did mention about some strained relationships with family and friends and i said that i believe God will make a way for things to get better.. and He did just that.

My relationship with family members and friends which were strained have all worked out and its been good... Like it is written :"All things work together for the good of those who love Him".

As for my walk with God, i know i did slide a little from the path but i am back on it.. and nothing nor no one can take Him away from me.. We are all humans and we do make mistakes .. but i know for sure that I love my Jesus and i know He loves me tooo much... so I will hold my head up high and walk with Him for I know I am His child and He is my Father!

Right now, its 3 days to Christmas and i have got loads of stuff to do...

SO take care and Merry Christmas all...

Have a blessed Christmas and an awesome New Year....

Cant wait for 2011...

Updates

Hey peeps

I know i havent updated my blog in a while.Well as usual, my life is like a roller coster and i am enjoying the ride.
My walk with God is being strengthen day by day. I am learning to rest in God and believe me.. I am learning.. Its not easy you know... especially when you are so used to having control over things.

My work is great and i believe that everything happens for a reason, so I know i am here for a reason and a greater purpose.

Church is awesome, and i am back at leading worship after taking almost 9 months break/sabbatical leave. I also wrote my 6th song early this month and its the best song i have written so far (my feelings la).
I attended a worship conference/concert a week ago and i must say i learn a few things about worshipping God and knowing Him. I did some research a few days ago, and found some great insights into songwriting.

We are always fond of listening to other people say this and that about God and His goodness that we have become so adaptive to it. We believe what other people say He is... and we end up just hearing rumours of God. Though they may be true... but wouldnt it be better if we found out about God ourself, rather than hearing it from someone else. Thanks to Sidney Mohede & Glenn Packiam for opening my eyes to this wonderful insight.

I have started to embark on my journey to know Him more.. and i also enroll online to a bible college where i am learning about His word day in and day out.

Anyway.. gotta go home soon, so will catch up soon k...

Take care.

Love
Carol

August 2010... preparation time!

Its now middle of August and my life is awesome!

Follow Up - My weekend!

What can i say, its the 10th of June.. its been 1 month and 4 days since i last smoked... and i can safely say i am not gonna take up that habit anymore..thats my promise to God.. and i dont think He is gonna like it if i dont keep my promise... :)

Remember the guy i spoke about earlier, well, it turns out that it was a scam afterall.. but i thank God that He gave me wisdom and strength to overcome this... I knew it was a scam and i wanted proof and i got it.. well, at least i didnt get my heart broken as i didnt give my heart fully to that guy.. i gave it to God.. and God never disappoints you. It was fun while it lasted.

Things really happen for a reason.. i dont know why but i do know that God is still in control.. i am not planning to take back the steering wheel from Him at any point of time. I spoke to a family last Sunday and as i arrive at the house, i just knew that i needed to speak to them about God's goodness in my life and to assure them that God is in control IF we allow Him to be.. and i believe that they were blessed.

Lat weekend was really a hectic but enjoyable weekend for me.. It was my best friend's birthday on sat and also my step brother's birthday. I started with waking up late on saturday morning and then going for late lunch with my dad and stepmum. I then headed to Gombak to meet up with some friends before meeting the birthday boy (my bestfriend). It is always fun hanging out with him, and i was the only indian there though i never felt the difference. We went up to the look out point in Ampang, had an awesome dinner, made the birthday boy give a speech and then drove to kepong for mamak session where they ate the moist chocolate cake i brought. I am so glad he liked the gift i got him and he looked awesome in it! The next day, i was off to church and had to leave halfway to fetch my dad as the car he was working on, stalled on him. Reached in time for the message and i must say that the message was amazing!.
Had lunch, reached home and had about an hours sleep before heading out again, this time to Klang, where i spoke to a family about God's goodness. After that, met up with my dad, stepmum, stepbrother, my Pastor and his family to have dinner in a restaurant in Klang to celerate my step brother's birthday.

By the time i got home.. i was just waiting to get on the bed and snooze into dreamland.. coz on Monday, i was off to work and then to my Dad's place for dinner as it was his birthday... talk about a hectic weekend.. wow!

I love my life!!!

New Role, New Beginnings..

Well its been a while...

I am in the midst of transitioning into my new position in the workplace.. and been really busy with stuff. Love my job and love the challenge though sometimes its a bit scary..

As for my personal life.. things are taking a 180 degree turn for the good... and i am loving every moment of it.

Firstly, my weekly sessions spent praying, learning and talking to God has totally paid off as i feel more in tune with what God wants in my life... to bless His name.

On the 6th (Wednesday) after my session, the moment i entered my car, i lit my ciggarette and was puffing away.. then it hit me.. I looked at the ciggi, i looked up to the heavens and i said.. " I always told You i will quit but i keep on saying wait, wait and wait... well You know what... I am not gonna let You wait any longer.. This is my last stick of ciggarette and i know i cannot do it with my own strength coz i am weak..but i know i can do it only with Your help.. so Lord, help me!" Poof.. the ciggi is out the window and outta my life.. its been 13 days since that day and i thank God He has helped me not have the urge to smoke.

On Monday, 3rd May, I met someone online and i was instantly attracted, not only to his looks but the person himself... we started chatting on MSN, calling each other everyday.. since he is in UK.. and the truth is.. i really really like him.. and the best, so does he. He likes big women and i fit into that category instantly.. As for the scams u hear online, well, I am no doubt a little skeptical as i dont want to get my heart broken but life is about taking risks sometimes, right?
Well i will know soon enough, as he is planning to come to Malaysia on the 29th of this month.

I know i have a lot more work to do when it comes to glorifying God and i am working towards it.. its not easy, but its also not that difficult once we realise that we are not in control but rather God is steering that wheel.

Ok.. time to do work.. Chiow peeps!

Some photos for ur enjoyment!